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[wallycaine]

I was thinking about doing a philosophical post about my feelings towards pacifism and what not, but I think that I'm in a better mood for a life post right now. Emotions go up and down, but generally, they've been up. I got to visit Clinton's house for this past week, which was particularly nice. I got to see some old acquaintances, and annoy some new people. I also got to rediscover how I used to act, since I seem to revert to that somewhat while hanging around with Clinton. Mostly, it's just me how I usually am, with a bit more nervousness and lack of tact. Oh, and my ability to shut up greatly diminishes, along with my social filter. Still, it's only temporary, and it's probably mostly just nostalgia, or something resembling that. Isn't it strange how people can affect your mannerisms, sending you back to an earlier time and attitude?

In other news, I'm going to be moving into an apartment in the city, as the roommate of a friend of mine. The rent's good, though I'm still nervous about how I'm gonna be able to manage it, seeing as I'm particularly low income right now, especially if I go through with my original plan and cut my hours over the school year to help maintain my sanity. Still, it's both an exciting and terrifying opportunity. I really hope it works out, because if it doesn't... I'm not sure what that'll say about me, but it's probably nothing good. I guess I just have to trust in myself, and my friends, and my family, to make sure that I don't go crazy, don't screw up, and survive this all nicely.

-Scared, Wally C.